Starting a new career at my age has been quite an experience. I imagine this is how my kindergartners must feel. I'm a small fish in a big pond, overwhelmed by all that is new and all that is expected of me. But also excited to learn and grow every day! I truly love working at Dover, but some days it's all I can do to just make it through. But on the best days, I make a connection, even if it's just a tiny one. I see it in the little faces looking up at me. They get it! Something clicks and they suddenly understand exactly what I'm talking about. And I smile to myself because THIS, THIS is exactly why I teach. And I have realized that it's actually not much different than parenting, in the sense that I want to teach my kids to be the best they can be. I want them to put their fears aside and dream big! It's what I teach my own kids... and I'm so proud when I see them face their fears and really go for it!
Pretty cute huh? See how she keeps looking to the side of the stage? That's where I was sitting as the stage manager. That's how I see my role as teacher. Running the show but sitting to the side, proudly watching my kids 'go for it.' They know right where I am if they need me.
I love your metaphor about running the show, but allowing your kids to be the ones who "go for it" and really learn from their experiences. Great blog!
ReplyDeleteI started my career later in life too! I have 5 kids- one graduating from Baylor this month! Teaching is not parenting, but it is so helpful to have "done that" already! I find it has helped me a great deal with parent conferences and when working with stressed SPED parents. It has been a rewarding challenge to begin teaching at this point in my life and I am so thankful for programs like ECAP that make it possible for you and I do become teachers. Many blessings!
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